Distressed!
Had a bit of a ‘distressing’ day in more ways than one.
I woke up feeling a bit unwell and it took a few hours to shake of the tummy aches and pains.
I went to bed quiet early last night as I was so wiped out but I felt no better for it today…Bummer!
Then I spent the morning upsetting myself as I sorted through a ton of clothes belonging to Nicholas that he no longer fitted. So many lovely outfits that I paid such a lot of money for. Nicholas was my one and only baby. He arrived amidst such sheer joy and delight that I thought all my Christmases had come at once. I have a wonderful local children’s boutique, run by a friend, and it was impossible to resist all the outfits I had so admired through the window for so long. I can’t say I went overboard but I did buy a number of irresistible outfits and I found it very hard today to part with them. ![]()
NMP Express
I don’t know any little boys that they would fit, all the little ones now are girls. It seemed wrong just hand them onto the charity shop. I would and I will if I have to, but some may now have found a home that will appreciate them due to a silly post I made on a scrapping forum about them. I have fretted all day that folks with think me a frivolous snob buying such things but he was so unexpected and such a dream come true, I found it impossible to resist. I am fortunate to have an understanding husband who completely understood.
I did this layout last year (NMP Express) and this was entirely about his clothes. This outfit is from a fantastic company called ‘Vanilla Park’. I thought he looked so cute in this, a real olde fashioned train driver look. I bought the dungarees, trousers, 2 t shirts and a padded checked overshirt. It came with hats and matching drawstring bags lol! This was one of the layouts that won me a place on Jillybeans Design Team. They must have liked the clothes too
So anyway, I feel better having done it now, was very silly to store and hoard so many things. I still have to fetch down from the attic a rather large collection of baby to 18 months sizes that I kept. Some things I can’t part with, all the ‘firsts’ of course and a couple of outfits that were very special. This one he is wearing on the right was his adoption day. That cost me a small fortune LOL! and its staying put!
I set up a small shoot this afternoon of his Christening Robes, one final stroke before I package them off in proper storage and send them to the attic. I cried with joy the day I bought this outfit. I waited all my life it felt for just that moment. I recently did a CJ entry on the Christening, don’t know if I mentioned it here although the pages were in the gallery. I am not ‘in your face’ religious but I do have faith and I certainly felt truly blessed on the day I had all four children christened. There was not a dry eye in the church.
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My Children’s Christening (CJ Entry)
We are funny creatures us sentimental hoarders. I have the oddest collection of bits & pieces, maybe one day I fill find the courage to get rid of the junk but for now, some of these clothes are off to pastures new.
Just to make my distressing day complete I finished a CJ entry on ‘Distress inks’, it has been a funny old day!
The Christening
Until later xx………








Dawn wrote,
Aww beautiful wee shoes,I liked baby boutique clothes too my my sons when they were wee.
I really liked pale blues,baby boutiques were the only place that had pale colours for boys.
It is sad getting rid of baby clothes.
Link | January 26th, 2007 at 8:26 pm
MJ wrote,
There should be no guilt in buying baby clothes, although they are small for such a short time, it does not mean that we shouldn’t buy cute expensive clothes if we want to, they clothes look beautiful Heather, as does he in them. Gorgeous LO.
I have so many things packed away, and as you say it is sometimes distressing looking at them, but most of them have wonderful memories and having the clothes makes the memories touchable somehow (if you know what I mean).
Sending you huge hugs, gorgeous photos too.
MJ xx
Link | January 26th, 2007 at 11:28 pm
Sally R wrote,
Oh Heather, how I sympathise with your feelings. I was lucky enough to have my Ben after years of fertility treatment and I did exactly the same as you. (Unfortunately, I don’t have the exquisite layouts and photos of the occasion that you do!)His beautiful handsmocked outfits cost me more money than I dare admit to and several are still upstairs in the loft and he is now 22!
How wonderful for you to enjoy the privilege of having him as a baby and how wonderful too that you have enough love in your hearts to take 3 children into your lives and love them unconditionally. You are very special
Link | January 27th, 2007 at 12:02 am
Di wrote,
Ahhhh, those shoes just look too cute!
Link | January 27th, 2007 at 7:08 am
Linda wrote,
There is not a mum in the land who won’t sympathise and empathise with you, we all buy stuff we know we shouldn’t and keep it till long after we should. Life is for living, not regretting unless it’s regrets of lost photo opportunities, lol! Take care x x x
Link | January 27th, 2007 at 7:39 am
Pam wrote,
I love that photo of the shoes. I must be the one mum in the land who didn’t get carried away with baby things- I tended to buy 2nd hand cause I knew the kids would only be in them for such a short time. I am such a sensible person…
Link | January 27th, 2007 at 6:12 pm
Scrapdolly wrote,
Heather I have been moved to tears over this entry today
You are a very special lady. I never experienced the joy you felt - not for the want of trying - but I felt your love and joy coming through these entrie today
xxx
Link | January 27th, 2007 at 9:34 pm